Settling Mistake

Settling Mistake

I thought I loved you

But I was merely settling

Didn’t have much

Self assurance

From gaining so much weight

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We talked of marriage

But how can I

Marry someone

Who I can barely

Stand the sight of

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I tried to accept

Your handicap

But quite frankly

It freaked me out

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Your kids loved me

And I adored them

But when your daughter

Stole from me

It was very uncool

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Perhaps my Nana’s death

Put a wedge between us

But you didn’t understand

How that affected me

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Toward the end

I thought about leaving

Tried to make it work

But you ended it instead

Claiming you were not happy

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There have been many

That have broken my heart

But I have never

Hated anyone

As much as I do you

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Mainly for taking

Advantage of my

Mother’s kindness

You are not a man

For doing such a thing

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I found you

A couple years ago online

Finally gave you a piece

Of my mind

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Befriended your girlfriend

Can’t believe

What you had become

Bringing your daughter

Into your selfish insanity

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Laughed about you

Being impotent

Payback is hell

You son of a bitch